Release me
Fold back the layers
Caress my soul
The ache is strong
I need Your touch
To hear Your words
To feel You
Release me
Undress my heart
Remove the shackles
The chains that bite
My flesh is Yours
Naked to my core
Release me
The shutters are gone
My mind is clear
For only You
Free my wings
Let’s me Soar
Pete Ibbertson 20 October 2012
Love
A test anew
Trials, doubts
Creeping
Too soon
Pain sharp
Heart felt
Rollercoaster
Thrilling
Exhiliration
Pain sharp
Worth it
No doubt
Fearless
Patience
Breath deep
Pain sharp
Pete Ibbertson 30 September 2012
The dance of a new…shifting sands
Learning is slow…although thought fast
Defensive in misunderstanding
Everything taken personally
Emotions run deep
Worn like a badge
Knowing one should pull back
To control; to balance
Fears creep; no hold they get
The heart has leaped
Too soon; it’s known
Dull ache resides
Pete Ibbertson 21 September 2012
Distance is a mind fuck
Loving someone
Without touch
No kiss
To feel their pain
With no caress
No reaching out
To console
Easier they say
Just walk away
Easier for whom
For my soul, no
Love has
No boundaries
or timeframes
Be fearless
For my soul
is touched
by another afar
Unconvinced
I am fearless
with love, with pain
To continue
My souls’ only option
Pete Ibbertson 4 September 2012
Joyful, a warmth washes over me
Surreal, the violin strings lash at my core
Tempos changing, piano keys lightly touched
Beautiful Soul, heart aches
Desire so strong
Heart fuelled…pumping
Smiles true, eyes sparkle
For you my Soul is touched
Never again the same
Aglow in new knowledge
An awareness so strong
Tomorrow is anew
For you were there before
Souls touched
A life time ago
Together again as if never left
Energies are free
We collide…we kiss
Entwined in destiny
Unknown
Pete Ibbertson 22 August 2012
It’s cold, rain is battering the roof
Driven by the unrelenting wind
My mind drifts…to what may have been
We connected deeply
Soul mates…telling each other
Deepest fears, desires
The emotion, palatable
Fate, the Universe…
Call it what you will
Other plans for us it seems
Together? Unknown
Happy to have known
Albeit too brief
Farewell, adieu…
Our spirits soar
On a journey
Strangers alone.
Pete Ibbertson 29 July 2012
Change
It is a constant
Even when YOU think your life is static
Energy is moving
Around, through
All living beings
Change is good
Change brings opportunities
New beginnings
and yes Endings
with sadness
with happiness
with LOVE
You can’t fight change
So why try
Accept it
Embrace it
One certainty
It never ends
Pete Ibbertson 25 July 2012
Hello…are you listening?
Life is moving fast
New twists & turns to navigate
Travelling into the unknown
The unchartered
Energy levels high
But misdirected
Acknowledge as much
Will you help me?
To navigate my way
Safely
To find my true desires
To find my place on this Earth
To find my soul, complete…
Pete Ibbertson 20 July 2012
Exotic Capital
Beauty
Your Soul
See through your eyes
Connecting your smile
Vivaciousness
Energetic
Glowing
Electric
Sexuality
Ooozing
Kisses, Carresses
Arching your back
Screaming
Squirting
Over face, Over hand
Pure Bliss
Exotic Capital
By Pete Ibbertson 6 July 2012
Beautiful French movie exploring pre teen dynamics of “gender”.
I could so relate to Mikael / Laure. Similar age as well until “discovered”. Then “Pete” was buried for decades.
It is a sense of enlightenment that I have now…so much of the past events…the depression…that feeling of something missing…I was missing…now I am back ::smiles::
Two more days before my appointment with the Gender clinic. Yes, I am excited. I have no idea what the process will be…well I know in the big picture sense…just not the micro details!
Waking up smiling…a sense of deep joy within regardless of other stresses…I cannot recall feeling like this ever!
My life is just starting…
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